My project has been going well. I
have planned out the beginning of my video. I am going to open up with a really
dramatic score. After the dramatic info I’m going to say “Hi my name is Chris
Sirico and I am an alcoholic.” The camera person is going to respond “Dude
wrong video.” I’m going to respond to that with “Oh s**t, start that over.” The
screen is going to buffer for a second, then I will continue, “Hello, my name
is Chris Sirico and I have Rheumatoid Arthritis.” OI will then continue by
telling my story. “I was 19 at the time, and I had just finished my freshman
year of college.” “For the first month I was home, I barely moved.” *Here I
will cut to me struggling to wake up, acting sluggish and lazy. “My mother
became worried about this behavior because of how active I once was.” *Cut to
pictures of the sports I once participated in. I am also getting recordings of
my mother and brother talking about my RA. *Here I would cut to my mother
speaking on my actions at that time. After my mother speaks, I would then start
talking about the initial steps I took to figuring out what was wrong with me.
“After continuous days of feeling pain in my joints, we decided to go to a
Rheumatologist. A rheumatologist is a doctor that specifically treats patients
with rheumatoid arthritis. When we got there, I was initially laughing but my
mother was not. After an evaluation of my joints, the doctor did blood work.
The results came back a week later indicating that my AA levels were higher
than the average, which is commonly seen in Rheumatoid Arthritis patients.”
*Cut screen to blackness. “So at that moment I was officially diagnosed with
the auto-immune disease known as Rheumatoid Arthritis.” *Go back to video “You
know it’s not that dramatic” *Video will cut to blackness; a dramatic score
will play. *Go back to video “But seriously stop doing that.” *Video cuts to
blackness once again with more dramatic score. “Do you want to hear the rest of
the story of not?” Camera man: “Go on.” Me: “Thank you. Now because of this
diagnosis, the doctor decided to recommended to take a drug called ‘Embrel’.” *Cut
to clip of Embrel commercial. “He recommends this drug for young people like
myself, because of the desire to live a normal life. The drug is meant to
suppress my immune system and relieve the pain I feel from my aching joints.
Side effects of comprising my immune system with this drug would consist of
getting sick more often, which is not appealing. Another problem with the drug
is the price. To take a weekly dosage of the drug, the cost would reach to
somewhere around $20,000 a year. When the doctor mentioned this price point, I
immediately thought to myself ‘No way I’m doing this’. I knew my parents were
already struggling to stay in the nice area we live in, and the last thing I
wanted to do was add another financial burden. After we left that day, many
days had gone by without talking about it. Eventually we went back and I
received some pills to take for the pain when I went back to school the next
semester.” *Cuts to blackness. “During that semester I broke down. I began
doing drugs on a more consistent basis, drank till I blacked-out, and spent
whole days just lying in bed. My self-loathing had reached an unhealthy
magnitude and I began to wholeheartedly believe that my quality of life was not
worth living. Because mental prison I had locked myself into, I had received my
worst grades yet. My friends worried about me, but I never wanted to talk about
it even when they tried. At the end of that semester, I decided it was best for
me to go home for the next semester and get my body and mind right.” *Cuts to
blackness, with a heavenly score. “That’s when I met Dr. Amoroso.” “Since, my
mom was constantly worried about my situation, she would mention it to
relatives whenever given the opportunity. One day she mentioned it to my second
aunt, who then recommended us to a holistic chiropractor by the name of
Christopher Amoroso. My aunt had brought my second cousin, Frankie, to this
doctor for his Crohn’s disease. Like myself, Frankie tried to take many
different kinds of medications to solve help lessen the effects of his disease,
but nothing worked. Eventually, she was recommended to bring him to Dr.
Amoroso. Upon the first visit, Dr. Amoroso sold his idea to them, and they
stuck with it. After following the regimen closely and precisely, Frankie was
finally able to control his bowels. My mother told me this story, and I felt
that it was worth the try. When I got there, Dr. Amoroso explained what he
does. *Cut to Dr. Amoroso explaining what he does. “He sold me.” “So after
sending a stool sample to a lab for analysis, Dr. Amoroso sat me down and went
over what was happening in my gut. After this, he had me detox for a month by
drinking primarily only chicken broth. After slowly introducing new foods
weekly, he gave me natural supplements to help make sure I was getting all the
nutrients I need.
What I am loving about this video project is that we are all exploring and or exposing things about one another that perhaps we wouldn't have known had it not been for this assignment. Based on what you have written, I can picture everything and what you did was use very descriptive words to make it easier for me to close my eyes and just picture it. Good work! Our podcast was FIRE so I'm pretty sure this will be just as amazing if not better. Can't wait to see it
ReplyDeleteDear Chris,
ReplyDeleteI like the risks you're taking here by being honest and also revealing a part of yourself that you've struggled to understand. One thing to keep in mind is that you can use humor to tell the story, but do it intentionally--know that you are trying to make light of this difficult situation and that the guy who drank until he blacked out--the dude part of you---still exists, but with an added level of maturity. It's easier to act goofy--I know this--it's much harder to talk about struggling. You can do both, but be aware that you have to walk a balance. Avoid trying to be cool as much as possible. Strive to be uncool, if you can. This does not mean being melodramatic--it means being authentic. Lastly, you'll need to think through your last moment. It's not written here, and we can't end with you just taking supplements--you need a moment of some reflection about what it means. Alexis is right--this could be amazing. Take time with it.